you`re my one and only

Monday, January 08, 2007
5:51 AM

MOVED
(:
But this blog will probably still be in use or at least still here cause it has sentimental values. I think? I dont knowwww. But my archives will still be here not like the other old blog where my archvies were really embarrassing, so no archives. HEH.
ANYWAY

BENAVON LEE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GIRL!
Im wishing you twice. Here and one's on xanga, am I nice or what (: Hahah. Anyway, I think ive said what I wanted to say on xanga, so yes.
LOVEEEE.

you make my life perfect-`

Saturday, January 06, 2007
11:52 PM

Boo.
I changed skin and STILL it is screwed.
Oh wellllllll.
I will probably move, cause I know what I want to try now. Not blogger. But it wont be so soon cause I've wasted too much time trying to fix the old skin, this one and make a new one but somehow my codes were all wrong. And i realised, the problems lie with the posts! BOOO. And I cant make a new one now cause ima good girl and ive gotta study (: Hah.
But yeah.
And I dont think I can say this tomorrow cause WE'LL BE OUT (:
but,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE, XUE!
Thank you for always being there to share the laughs, to hear my rants and everythinggg. Thanks. And its always so fun when we get so high, like when we played concentration yesterday. And having to do the chicken dance for the forfeit. And I do, love you enough thats why I did it with you (: Haha!
Lala.
I hope you'll have the best day tomorrow! WITH US! haha. We shall all shower you with lots of love (: Haha. It might be the last birthday you spend with us here right? So I hope you have the bestest time alright. It's your day tomorrow dearie and we'll make it a special one somehow. And we can play concentration and do the chicken dance again(: Or better still, play tongkat! Haha.
LOVEEEE!

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, January 04, 2007
4:14 AM

First day of school yesterday was just weird. It felt funny going back to school after having been sleeping late and waking up late for the whole holiday and all of a sudden I have to wake up early for school. And to wake up early I have to start sleeping early. Which is good because then I can grow taller (or was the sleep early and grow tall thing only like a myth?) But if I grow taller then I can not get 'left behind' while everyone else is growing. It's so sad, my sister is only p4 and she is catching up with me lah. She is about Mo's height already! Meaning Mo is catching up too. Badd. Haha. And like he says, he will look gay when he does the batting the eyelids thing which he looked so cute doing during watchnight. Lol.
Boo. But it still feels weird, so surreal.
But it is good being back in school after so long. I missed people (: And it is time to start studying and stop rotting at home, though it kind of means an end to all the late nights spent online, and late night phone calls and stuff like that. BOO ): But all the restrictions that my dad sets will probably not happen as school life becomes more hectic, just like last year. From sleep before whatever time I only started sleeping at 1, doing work at night and stuff.
The holidays officially ended today cause lessons will only start tomorrow. No more playing weird card games that I became lousy in, no more playing the stupid one worded story game and no more running around during lesson times and getting chased out of the other class by Mr Teo. Rawwwr. And no more sitting around, being bored and listening to bren make her whale sounds. AND I STILL CANNOT find my textbooks because I smartly put them away after studying for one or two days during the holidays and now its goneeee. Oh well. Should be able to find them over the weekends. (:
I feel sad. I dont think I can go online MUCH anymore since my dad got all pissed when I turned it on last night at like 10 plus and less than a min later I had to turn it off. BOO ): And the countdown for the last day of school has already started, can you believe it? Haha. 39 more weeks of school excluding this week and holidays!

And
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, KELVIN KOH.
School started on your birthday lah! Wah lau. Haha. But still, happy belated birthday. You should have had fun yesterday, right? (: And sorry if I was all pissy and stuff yesterday yeahhh. Shouldnt have been cause it was your birthday but I told you, just went psycho. Oh well.
Thank you for being willing to listen to whatever problems and for being able to tell when there's something wrong with me and stuff. And for doing what you do best, Haha. Making me laugh. But thanks for everything yeah (:
AND,
Eat more carrots (:

Oh and please bear with the whole messy template thing cause I think I kinda screwed up the code when I chose some dont know what for one of the posts. But yeah. Either bear with it, or use FIREFOX (: i love firefox :D I'm still trying to make a new template or change it first since my dad doesnt let me be on the comp for long. And I think highlighting while reading will help, but firefox is STILL BETTER (: haha.

you never call me when you're sober
you only want it cause its overr.

you make my life perfect-`

Sunday, December 31, 2006
9:36 AM

It is now 07.
And just an hour ago was 06, spent in Trinity @ PL worshipping, crying, group hugs with happy new years and starting the year with the Lord. I really dont regret missing my family dinner, missing the countdown at the rink for this because it was really wonderful the worship and bonding and even the crying. A great way to end the year, the same way we started last year at Watchnight 05 too where they wouldnt let us jump because we might cause the whole Trinity @ Adam to collapse and we had to jump in our hearts. My first watchnight as a youth- that was how I started 06 and its how I'm ending my 06. So cool.
I think the previous year has been pretty eventful.
I made friends, lost some. I've loved and I still love (: I've laughed, I've cried, I've hurt, I've given up, I've gotten back up on my feet again and amongst all of those, I've grown alot. Spiritually and mentally. But that wont limit my expectations for next year, because I believe that God will do a much deeper work in 07.
07, a new season, a new vision, new heart, new love and new everything!
And Im really excited about this year. Starting school again, making more new friends, and hopefully making a difference in their lives. Though the ending of 06 was really fast, much faster than I expected and I did not end certain things the way I wanted to, no clean break, no clearing up, nothing. But I've let go and thats why I'm ready for 07 because I've managed to let go of everything in the last few hours of last year. Regrets? Maybe. But 07 will be better. Even though it is still unknown and scary to most, just trust that He who knew you before your birth has already have the all the days that are ordained for you written down in His book of life and that He will be with you each and every step of the way to guide you through your darkest. He will be there during your lowest when man fails too.
And knowing that is enough to make me bold enough to move on to 07, with Him. (:
And church will be good though different. I will be with Handsome Fang! Oh no. Haha. But yes, I think it will be pretty cool to be in the same buzz group as him. And Michelle Fam, the BLUR one. But I will take care of you during buzz group, and protect you from Handsome Fang! Haha.
School. I expect alot from school this year. Last year was really different. I was just really different. Not who I really am but that must have been part of His plan too. And school, I hope to be able to make a difference in there, in SC people's lives.
07, a new year. A time for new years resolutions. I always never fulfil them but this year, I'm greedy and I have lots of them. Too many to name but next year, next year we shall see how many of them do I actually manage to fulfil. Not including the fulfilling all my new years resolution one.
07, may all of you have a great new year. Take this chance for a new start, a new beginning. Put away the hurts and start- a clean slate with new faith, new hope, new vision, new heart and new love. (:

Boo, blogger failed me.
So I didnt reply tags cause it messed up my post but just wanna say thank you to Superman, to ariel and even Dee who stood up for me against whoever that is. But it really doesnt matter cause he or she has the right to say what they want and I wont let it get to me. And you there, you dont really have a right to judge to say things cause what you are doesnt make you any better than I am. But whatever.

red. lift. me. you. him. she. her. we.
do you remember? cause I still do.
chocolate (:

you make my life perfect-`

Saturday, December 30, 2006
8:26 AM

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

For the dearies in PL
Thanks so much for everything that you all have done this year and it's been a great blessing, getting to know all of you and I thank God for that.
And we WILL still keep in touch and meet up or something, yeah? And most importantly, I will keep each of you in my prayer and I will remember you guys loads. And you will be missed!

DELISE YANG;
Though I wont be seeing you in church next year already, take care yeah. And i'll always just be a phonecall/sms away okay! Dont forget, I've booked you for next year EOYs period, Serene, again. Okay! (: LOVE LOADS DEARIE

GRACE TANG;

The beloved mysterious buzz group leader. Thanks for all that you've done within the group and continue serving as a leader next year because you ARE a wonderful leader, really. You made buzz group fun and stuff. And we MUST MUST meet up sometime next year k? Rememeber we still have a movie to go to together! LOVE YOU TOO DEAR GIRL!

BRIAN CHAN;
You've been a great kor and I really thank you for making a difference in my life. Being there to listen to my rants, guiding me when I really need direction and giving me advice and MATH TUITION. haha. Thanks, really. Skate next year ah!

BRO ALOYSIUS FENG;
You're going to the PROMISE LAND! Haha. Continue to be a wonderful leader and impacting your youths yeah? And thanks for being the leader that knew my dirty little secrets! Haha! Anyway, thank you for all the talks about STUFFS and PEOPLE and yupp. Must keep in touch okay! And keep the polar bear toy properly. And HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! AND AND AND. FOP next year ah! Maybe with him too? Heh.

JEANN CHOE;
My once was geog/math/science and alot of subjects tutor who taught me at serene. Writing on the chalk board in Island Creamery. Haha. I still remember how I could not do mental sums and Isaac was laughing at me lah! Haha. But I will miss you jeann! You really do have a heart to serve God and continue growing in Him and rising up to win your school for Him and make a difference in people's lives. I'll still see you around! And wait for my praise report next year!

SUPERMAN;
HAHA. Superman with the strong arms from hockey. Haha. You're really amusing you know? Lol. But thanks for all the laughs and being so accomodating? And taking all those pictures with me and riel and stuff. Haha. Funny. Anyway, I'll still see you on my tagboard? Online? And during combined services right? So you cant get rid of phototaking sessions! Haha(:

HUIROU;
PHOTOTAKING! Haha. Superman's sister. Lol. Take care at PL k? And dont let your brother bully you. Haha. But we must keep in touch k? (: And take more pictures at watch night tomorrow or something cause we didnt take today! Lol.

KEITH YONG;
Boy yong! HAHA. KEITH YONG, YOU KNOW YOU'RE SO CUTE! hahah. Have fun at PL, you are not alone k? And He placed you there for a reason k. So dont fret and have fun there you will enjoy it. You have people like Huirou, Superman, Dee and grace? Mhmm. So keep growing in the Lord and GROW TALLER DEAR BOY! Haha. I shall see you end of next year during christmas to pass you whichever soccer ball that you like again next year, and YOU MUST BE TALLER THAN ME K! haha. And take care of your injuries yeah, go see a doctor if you need to but trust that the Lord will heal you(;

THEODORE;
Thanks for being the peace maker, the wonderful CHer and the one who always never fails to go the extra mile to help others and to see that people are all well with each other. And really lah, you really have a heart for people a heart to serve and I thank God for you because He will use you mightily in PL. Continue serving as a CH k, and soon you will lead the PL team! (:

ISAAC WONG;
HAHA. you amusing scandalous person. Tsk. I dont know what to say, but I will miss having someone to disturb in church ): But nevermind, ONLINE ISAAC! haha. So weird lah, Mo is in Adam and you in PL. Oh well. You were called there so go do what you were called there for and rise up to be a great man of God. You know you can do it (: And I will STILL see you around, cant get rid of me :P Lol.

you make my life perfect-`

Taiwan was good.
Good food. Some crabby hotels, then big spacious ones that look oh so grand and nice, and wonderful spa resorts. Funny people on the same tour. And the famous taiwanese food. Late night shoppings. Long bus rides. Plucking strawberries. Mud spas, which by the way was really really good okay. And this gay looking but really nice tour guide that somehow made me think alot. Poor old lady selling retarded toys by the roadside in the cold. Cold wind. 6am morning calls. Cheena language. And the very scary then but really cool now, 5 degree earthquake that had 3 tremors, the most serious one of which happened when i was in the toilet -.- But thank God, we survived it and very luckily left the place which was affected the worse that same morning : D Thank God (:
And we managed to cover the whole of Taiwan, going around it, from Tao Yuan all the way round and back again. And no, I didnt see Chen Shui Bian, I didnt take a picture with him -.- BUT, I did pass by his office. Lol.
But I loved the holiday. Though it was long and though I kept wanting to come back when I was there. It was a really good time of bonding with my family, with my cousin and it was fun and I dont mind going back again.
And I just bought rice that is similar to what we had there, the BIG, ROUND AND YUMMY RICE, not like the skinny ones that we have in singapore. lol.

I will reply to the tags in the next post cause if i do it on the tagboard i'll probably flood it or somethingg.

you make my life perfect-`

Thursday, December 21, 2006
8:02 PM

BOOOOO (:
haha. Posting from the airport. So cool, so cool. Haha.
Leaving for Taiwan today. So sad luhh. Chet just came back and I'm leaving and I'll be away for Christmas oh well.
so very sorry you guys, Christmas presents only when Im back yeahh.
But still,
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLEEEE! (:

you make my life perfect-`

Tuesday, December 19, 2006
9:01 AM

The girls (:

ABBY CHEO looked hot [:

Jeann, Me & Riel.

With Sis Cherie(: and SAM LOOKS HOT : D

Jared Koh's masterpiece.

Superman! HAHA. He smiled, like, finally. Haha.

Benn <3>

Danyeow : D He used eyeliner. TSKK.

With Grass! (: HAHA, EUGENE TEO. lol.

With Huirou : D

Sis Kassey (: Leader of my section next year. Whoo : D

WITH FROGGG (; haha. Reuben had a haircut too!

Post celebrate (: HAHA.

Pictures from celebrate are up! (:
Andddd. I must must thank Benn and Xue! Thank you dears, for coming shopping with me. For bearing with my fussiness and refusing certain stuffs. And still pressing on after feeling so tired and all. But really, I had a great time shopping. 3 good days, 6 good hours on the second. Really, it was good. Trying on a gazillion dresses all the can dos, the not this one, and the KIVs and stuff. Not forgetting the 2nd day when we tried on the most dressses and I had to remove the bimbo belt (as David calls it) each time. But it was cool(: And then we almost missed the last train? Gosh, that was really scary. But hey, it wasnt the last and we made it to newton! And then home in a cab. Thanks alot, really (: I love you two dearies :D
Oh and Jared Koh, since he got pulled along from Taka to Wisma then back to Taka and then Vivo : D and into a gazillon shops. And holding the pretty oversized black and white dress in Forever 21, looking so awkward. And giving us a chance to take a pic of you sleeping. Tskk. Unglam. Haha. But yupp : D Thank you too! (:
And Ariel Tan! : D Thanks for letting me meet up with you before to change and stuff and lending me your pretty black bag : D ITS PRETTY!! haha. And thanks to your mom for sending us there on time too! (: BUT. How could we take pictures with everyone but not each other, HUH! haha. OH WELLLL. we took post celebrate at your house. I LOVE YOU TOO DEARIE! (:
EVERYONE ELSE THAT I CAMWHORED WITH; thanks : D I love love love all the pics. Reallly. Haha. And danyeow, the metro (: WHO LOVES TO CAMWHORE HAHA. :p and superman for smiling! HAHA. but I want another one cause this one didnt look gooood. lol. oh wellll.

And thanks to the Celebrate com for all they did in the preparation if not none of these would have happened! (:

you make my life perfect-`